Today's thought.

Happiness is taking twenties out of Tera Patrick's teeth all night.

And having Shemar Moore slip me 20's too. And ask for my number.

/struts to bed.

ummmm

Should I start posting again??

You are Sarah - You're a spoilt, demanding selfish
brat who takes too many things for granted but
deep down you are still a child and you'll grow
out of it. Hopefully!


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Omg soooooo Busy!
Like I know I've said that before but not like I have been lately!
A month ago I changed Clubs. I was going to quit dancing.
But I think i have renewed my strength in the business. I'm back to feeling like princess on stage and making the kind of money I am supposed to .
Even on a Sunday, I banked. James and I talked in length about it and we decided that what matters most is that I am comfortable in my job and that I am not stressed and I don't hate it and I don't complain and I am happy.
Well.....I am again.
In other news, I am in LOVE with my puppy. He's the funniest little man! The things he does crack me up daily! The getting up at 7 in the morning to take him out are a little taxing because then I want to go back to sleep, but he wants to play. And I sometimes go to bed late, like 4 cause of work. So = little bit of sleep missing from my life.
We have been "unpacking" the rest of our stuff. Finally. It was strange, we never sat in teh livingroom but in this office bedroom instead. And never ate at the table, always in here.
Well, monday that all changes.
Because this room is no longer an office. James' son, Andrew, is comming to live with us.
So........ In the past week, we have bought a dog, a new tv, bookcases, a computer hutch, new sheets, new bath stuff, and more. It looks like we live here now. And its been 6 months!
We also bought new pots and pans. I had been using one little soup pot and 3 small frypans for EVERYTHING. which ment there wasnt ever much.
I swear I have turned into this little DOMESTIC GODDESS and I am COOKING all the time, and I LIKE IT!!! The strangest things are making me happy. Like pots and pans! And cleaning my house all the time, and having the little puppy-face all the time right next to me.
* and James at dinner last night....(smothered pork chops with rice and lemon-buttered asparagus) he says to me " you'll make such a perfect housewife" * aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggghhhhhhh /yesplz
I know.
It may sound corny....but.....thats what I want to be.
*and since we got the puppy, He's been calling me mommy*
* and a few of his friends have said , upon hearing that we got a puppy , that * you know she wants a baby now, right??* And we laugh.
Well...actually, he knows that I do want kids, we BOth do , LATER>>>>> But we BOTH KNOW not right now and that I wanted this puppy long ago.
But I still think it's funny.
We have become domesticated.
God help me if I start looking like martha stewart.
Noooooooo!
I think Nigella lawson would be SOOO much hotter.
*giggle*

His name is Jackson.
Jaxx for short.

I got a puppy!!!!

I've wanted one for a while, and outa the blue the other day james and i saw a poster for a puppy in the pet store. And we ended up getting him.
He's 12 weeks old, pretty much housebroken and ADORABLE!
I am in love.
He's a Jack Russell Terrier with the most beautiful little face and SUCH a personality!
He's a riot. James likes him too!
*yeah...a lot. They're very cute. Sleepin on the couch together.*

( Puppy Pictures )

It's my birthday !!

It's my birthday!!


LALALALALALAA


Ok enough of the brat.

I've been having a GREAT birthday so far....

And I hope it continues!

Tonight.....Perv?/

Yanked from sallystardust

LJ Interests meme results

1. bondage:
   Self explanitory, I like ropes and other random hosehold objects used to tie me up!! Or others...... Bondage (bndj) The practice of being physically restrained, as with cords or handcuffs, as a means of attaining sexual gratification. Maybe not sexual for me all the time... BUt it can be added in there!
2. covenant:
   Music....ya know who they are. Dead stars, anyone>????
3. erotica:
   I read a lot. Some of what I like to read makes me wet and horny. This is called Erotica. Sometimes, I write Erotica too. See small my_carnal_sins
4. glam-goth:
   Glitter and go-go boots and Pink Fishnet. Rockstar Goth. The way I dress, I think. Along with the required black, adding a little sparkle, teasing up the hari a little. You know how I dress!
5. hot girls:
   Do I need to 'splain this one>? I like HOTT ASS CHICKS!
6. lip service:
   Many meanings. Lip Service Clothes. Lip Service also had been used to mean talk...or oral stimulation.
7. perversion:
   PERV> self explanitory! And also perversions of the mind, body and soul.
8. safety pins:
   Good tools for putting clothes together, or back together. Used to be used for stabbing self. Also used for makeshift pipe cleaners, pikers, poppers, and a generally useful tool . Ladies, ever try to Re-string your bikini top without one??
9. submission:
   Yes Sir. Sensual, sexual, submissive. I like to be a good girl and do what my master would like.
10. vanity:
    alas, I am vain. I like me. I like mirrors. I dont like to go out of the house without mascara. EVERYDAY. I have an interest in lookiing good.
    Snow White's wicked stepmother ain't got nothing on me!

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What so you think?? I was taking a break fro the resume nightmares....

Off to LAX one more time...

But I get to Pick Him UP this time!!! He's somewhere over the states right now.. enroute from Germany via Washington d.c.


YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYY!!!!


james is comming home!


*does little happy dance*


AND>>>>

We had our first date at Disneyland 6 months ago today.


<3

Well... I went to work again...One more night.

I don't suppose it did me any good though. I tried . I really tried. I mean, there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I tried. But I am only a dancer. Go give some other slut your dollars for her dirty dance.

Bank...Overdrawn.

Didn't make enough. DAMN DAMN DAMN> there was so much I wanted to have done before james came home.
But he comes home tomorrow.! And while that makes me extemely happy, I feel as though I have failed.

*what?? In two weeks I made over 1500. But .... I used to do that in a weekend.*
I wanted to have things PAID FOR... all of the things. I wanted to have new things. I wanted to welcome him home in special ways.....
And I barely made rent and food and gas. There are still about 150 in bills to pay.


I think I feel some depression deepening.



Sick of the alcoholics at work. EVERY DAMN DAY> Makes me not want to be there. I don't want to talk to you if you are all fucked up and screaming and whining and have your boob out of your dress and smell like a distillery. Fucked up girls. Then what the hell am I supposed to do ?> Try to get this cheap ass motherfucker to dance with me when your drunk ass is all over him telling him he can get a better dance with you?? Makes my joba little harder.

I HATE BEING A FUCKING STRIPPER NOW>

there I said it.

And now what?>? QUIT I know. We both know.

BUT>>>> we have bills to pay my dear. And you need your job and I need a new one. SO I HAVE TO KEEP THIS SHIT UP for a little while longer.

*But with you home it will be easier??*
I dunnoo
But....

I will be so happy to see your face tommorrow. I can hardly wait!
Missing him so much.I want to hold him and kiss him so bad!

I need a new job.

Preferably one that I like.

And one where I am NOT selling myself as a product.

/plz!

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Welcome to my hangover. Please don't yell....and turn off the lights please... and while you're at it ......can I have some tylenol please?? And maybe a sledgehammer?

I miss James.

11 more days.

*still Poutyface*

Which, in my opinion, is better than Crankypants.

/back to sleep now plz.

Ungh...Work at 8/ Yay.

OMG I went to Perv.....


I havent been there in like....


FOREVORS!!!!!!


Ya SO it was good...

I was dRuNx0rRrs!!!

And the fabulous bradical7
And n3veah

Were there to witness said debauchery

pics SOON

Im lonely.

James went to Germany

I couldn't go

Now I have to be all by myself for TWO WEEKS!!!!

I even went to work yesterday I was sooooooo bored/lonely.

And I can't fall asleep cause ma bed is empty.


*pout*


Well..... I will go to Fetish Bar this weekend and DAs Bunker Next.

Other than that.... My house is super clean and I am working 5 days now......

Better to occupy my time with productivity, than with feeling alone and missing James.

*pouty face*
/lower lip trembles....


.........WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I hope everyone had fun tonight....

I was at work....

And it sucked.



Bat's day tomorrow.....

/yay?

Today:
Hollywood to buy boots....
Then work.

Saturday:
Playboy Mansion Party ( YES you read that right)
then Work

Sunday:
BAt's Day in the Fun Park.....DISNEYLAND!!!!
then to lax

Monday:
James leaves to Germany
Then work @ Vincenzo's
Then get mom
Back to lax

Tuesday:
Mom to Canada.

Then i can finally SLEEP!!!


*I don't care....
I get to go play with the bunnies!!!

And I'm sick again.
I don't even know what day it is,
Sick again......Yuck!

Better be better before Bats Day!

Stolen from oggieboogie



1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.


( my answers )